Why Is My Avatar Different?

Well, just to answer that question, I actually have been wanting to update my avatar/profile picture for a while, because I changed it to that last photo of my IRL self with my late Grandpa Thomas or Tom aka Granddad for short, at his and Grandma Mary's house, but if your wondering about them, but we lost Grandad Tom nearly 4 years ago, it would be 4 years ago this year, and Grandma Mary eventually went into nearby care home that was really good and looked after,  but she passed away last year and has been 10 months. And almost a whole year dead, so I wish to update my photo as I am mostly past the grieving stage for my Granddad's passing, and whilst Granny's passing was sad the past few years have been horrible for Granny as well as the rest of my family, so I say in this a nice way, when her passing was a blessing in the sense shes no longer suffering and is at peace and can see Granddad and everybody else again, plus for the sake of personal privacy I wanted to change my photo, so yeah, I am not going to change it back anytime soon, so please do not ask and respect my wishes.

A Quick Update

Updating my blog, so please be patient, as I am messing about with updating my blog and trying to find a look that works for me, and if you are guys wondering why I heve been so quiet, I am not as actvie as I used to be or I don't feel like posting or updating, I have been doing okay don't worry, I have been having my ups and downs moments but I am okay for the time being, I got my friends and family too, so don't worry about me, and plus Id never resort to self harm or suicide, I do not have the guts I have tried in the past way back, but I could not go through with it thankfully, but if I get really down, I will talk to someone, vent or ask for help.